Scared ?

I am scared, very much scared with this corona. I am frustrated, tired. Don’t know what to do.

Everyone advised some says take precautions all will be good, so what are the precautions Don’t go out, use a mask, don’t have life.

Some say live your life, the corona is not that much impacted, when I ask, people, kids are dying and being a mother, a wife, a daughter, a sister I am not ready to lose my loved one or don’t want to leave them alone.

Some say trust in God, yes I do but when I see hospitals, crying, my beliefs start falling. Yes God is among us what if God is trying to erase us and try to get new humans, trust me I have many more thoughts like that.

I took all precautions, then I have to go to the society, for the first birthday of your near one, the marriage of your close one, celebrate the special days which is important for your loved one but you are asking for a virtual celebration and nobody understands you, they forced you to join it and the best thing they say to convince you what if it is the last one. That dame excuse shattered you, you want to join but you don’t want to expose. Especially don’t want to expose your kid to that virus.

Your baby who becomes toddlers now they are missing their childhood in the home. Your 5-year-old kid knows about corona but does not know how to play with friends. For him, friends are like cocomelon. How painful it is. When you allow to play him with other kids and then he sneezes with normal cold and other kids’ parents stop their kids to play with him, it is not their fault but this is happening.

This is all thoughts and no solution and end of the day only one thing please God please make this corona thing disappear or give us a solution. I want to enjoy the happy moment with family, friends now no more virtual world. Want to go them, hug them, hold them.

I am waiting for the morning when no mask, no bad news, I can see the smile, kids playing together, parks are full, I know this time will pass, we are human, we know fighting, we will win. It’s good to talk, yes every one somehow scared, we are here for each other, I shared with you, if you want I am here, Maybe I have nothing to say but you feel relief after sharing like me. Thanks for listing me 🙂

How many certificates in a life we can have?

Interesting questions right, even when I heard it first time I feel the same. Is there any counting for them?

We are human, we are learners, we can get as many as certificates we want, is it right? So how can we count?

If google, there are lots of people who make records for holding the maximum number of certificates, they did hard work, must say.

But what is the count for a minimum number of certificates?

As per I think in whole life if a person doesn’t do anything still he gets at least two certificates. A birth and A death certificate, other than that he needs to do something but for those, that just happens.

If you agree share your views, when I got this idea I feel it was funny and interesting.

I am scared !

Currently, I have 104f fever but my body is normal, no heating, no runny nose nothing even no weakness. I can do yoga right now with that much energy I have.

That scares me, even my doctor says a little strange but it happens sometimes.

I am scared not for me, for my family. It scares me like a hell. I am crossing the figures.

God knows when this corona thing will vanish from our lives when we can see fever as a normal fever nothing to worry about. Life just started, we are about to overcome and again that fear. God, we are your kid, if you are punishing us for mistakes, we are deeply sorry. but now seems only you can help us.

Empty!

Where you feel emptiness

Heart, soul where

Deep inside

When you lost everything

Nothing in the world matters

You smile, you laugh but comes from face

Not from the heart

Never occurred from the soul

Where is happiness?

Not feeling sad not feeling anything

Just waking up and sleeping

Does it happens or it’s me

I am waiting but for what?

I had goal but now doesn’t matter

In the life what really matters?

If you have an answer let me know, I have nothing.