Scared ?

I am scared, very much scared with this corona. I am frustrated, tired. Don’t know what to do.

Everyone advised some says take precautions all will be good, so what are the precautions Don’t go out, use a mask, don’t have life.

Some say live your life, the corona is not that much impacted, when I ask, people, kids are dying and being a mother, a wife, a daughter, a sister I am not ready to lose my loved one or don’t want to leave them alone.

Some say trust in God, yes I do but when I see hospitals, crying, my beliefs start falling. Yes God is among us what if God is trying to erase us and try to get new humans, trust me I have many more thoughts like that.

I took all precautions, then I have to go to the society, for the first birthday of your near one, the marriage of your close one, celebrate the special days which is important for your loved one but you are asking for a virtual celebration and nobody understands you, they forced you to join it and the best thing they say to convince you what if it is the last one. That dame excuse shattered you, you want to join but you don’t want to expose. Especially don’t want to expose your kid to that virus.

Your baby who becomes toddlers now they are missing their childhood in the home. Your 5-year-old kid knows about corona but does not know how to play with friends. For him, friends are like cocomelon. How painful it is. When you allow to play him with other kids and then he sneezes with normal cold and other kids’ parents stop their kids to play with him, it is not their fault but this is happening.

This is all thoughts and no solution and end of the day only one thing please God please make this corona thing disappear or give us a solution. I want to enjoy the happy moment with family, friends now no more virtual world. Want to go them, hug them, hold them.

I am waiting for the morning when no mask, no bad news, I can see the smile, kids playing together, parks are full, I know this time will pass, we are human, we know fighting, we will win. It’s good to talk, yes every one somehow scared, we are here for each other, I shared with you, if you want I am here, Maybe I have nothing to say but you feel relief after sharing like me. Thanks for listing me ๐Ÿ™‚

Save Earth

Made by my kid

Save Earth it’s a good concept which everybody needs to understand. We are the ones who are polluting the earth. At my time of schooling, they did not teach those concepts. My son is in kindergarten and they are teaching him this thing, I am happy, and when he makes this I feel proud.

He learns things like through the dirty in the trash, doesn’t through the dirty in rivers, uses public transport so we can make less air pollution, don’t loud, don’t horn the cars, these all things helps to make earth happy. Good things right. We teach kids and expect them to apply in life. Sometimes there are punishments if they don’t do as we are teaching.

So here is the problem we are teaching them all the good things to save the earth, but same time we are teaching them don’t apply in real life. For example, no loud, no vehicle horns during the traffic but is it possible. No, I did that and others too, when he ask not to do or why I making noise pollution so… I have nothing to say, what should I explain to him. For rituals purpose at my place we have to take bath in the river, we through things into the river again he is there why?

There are lots of things it’s only some of them, there are lots of why it’s good to teach them. But it will be perfect if whatever we are teaching first we apply in our life and then teach them. Because here we are giving them the wrong impression, whatever you learn not for life, Is this right? I try, yes very difficult but still, I decided to teach him with the actions.

How many certificates in a life we can have?

Interesting questions right, even when I heard it first time I feel the same. Is there any counting for them?

We are human, we are learners, we can get as many as certificates we want, is it right? So how can we count?

If google, there are lots of people who make records for holding the maximum number of certificates, they did hard work, must say.

But what is the count for a minimum number of certificates?

As per I think in whole life if a person doesn’t do anything still he gets at least two certificates. A birth and A death certificate, other than that he needs to do something but for those, that just happens.

If you agree share your views, when I got this idea I feel it was funny and interesting.

I am scared !

Currently, I have 104f fever but my body is normal, no heating, no runny nose nothing even no weakness. I can do yoga right now with that much energy I have.

That scares me, even my doctor says a little strange but it happens sometimes.

I am scared not for me, for my family. It scares me like a hell. I am crossing the figures.

God knows when this corona thing will vanish from our lives when we can see fever as a normal fever nothing to worry about. Life just started, we are about to overcome and again that fear. God, we are your kid, if you are punishing us for mistakes, we are deeply sorry. but now seems only you can help us.

Fun in the life #8

We visit grandma and grandpa home for vacations, my kid meets with his cousin after a long time.

Me: baby, share your toys with your cousin

My kid: okay

When I am back no toys there.

Me: Where is all toys๐Ÿค”

My kid: I hid inside the almirah because baby says please put all the toys inside, I don’t want to play ( baby is 9 months old).

Me: Is it true?

My kid : ask her, she says like mamamama

๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

Since then all are toys only inside the almirah. ๐Ÿ˜œ

If something happens with you, do share. Keep enjoying life๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š

I love you !

I love you my sweetheart,

I love you more than anything,

Now we are husband and wife,

Yes things changed,

We fight a lot, instead love a lot,

I don’t remember when we had date,

We sit and talk, but it’s Home not us,

Or Home and us becomes One,

Yes we are husband and wife,

We don’t love like teenagers, we love like couple,

Now we can not stay together but we can not stay a part,

That’s us, funny but yes

I get it this the way we are going along,

I am happy, I with you,

On our 60th anniversary. I want to sit with you, complain about you,

I want to see that oldy look on your face and I will say with wicked smile, I knew that

That’s the way I want to celebrate, my love.

I know you will still not say anything, as always you will smile and will give me sweet look,

Love you my dear for, it’s only 6 years we are together,

For me it’s only 6 minutes, I want to annoy you more my love โค๏ธ

Acceptance ?

Solution of the problem or Starting of the problem?

The first sentence covers all, when I think about, I feel, I am on two boats. there is something which I accept happily, and some are which I don’t want to accept, but I have too. That is the reason I came up with this thought

It happens to everyone, even it happened with you also, but there is a slite twist which I observe for myself, I want people to accept me the way I am, but when it comes to me, I accept them on my conditions, please don’t judge me, being a human I am what I am (see I told you ๐Ÿ˜›)

So the first point, the cause of the issues is, if they accept me, I am happy, and we are good, but when they don’t accept boom. On the other side of the coin, when I open my heart for someone, you must do the same thing, whether you want or not, but I did so you need to, otherwise boom. (See being a human ๐Ÿ˜œ) . That is the personal thing, so most personal problems come into this criteria either its origin or its end, but simple Acceptance.

When it comes to society, there are lots of unwritten rules. When we accept them, we are in there. Otherwise, you are out. Sometimes the rules are solutions for people, but sometimes they are not. The rules are by the people for the people, like “Marriage in early age when they are kid”. Some people still follow it. If you don’t, they will force you or punishment.

The moral of the story, you have to accept.

Being a people or society, we accept those things which are unacceptable. Family violence, criminals, especially child abusers, Why we allow them. Everyone deserves a second chance, but if someone is not changing himself and threat to the people, then why are we Accepting?

We have lots of things around us, like an Autistic person/kid, physically challenged one, the people who are in some kind of trauma or witness of any crime, But we don’t want to accept them in our home. We ignored them, let them feel left alone. The worst we say bad words in front of them. You have no idea how it feels. Things happen, but that’s not their fault, but we name it like that. We accept the criminal but don’t want to the victim. Why do we have that kind of thinking? We are good, sensible people, but still, we are doing this kind of discrimination.

What we want to accept, is a personal choice. But please do accept the person who is in pain. The pain is not by choice. he gets it, can say by luck or someone did. But now he is with him, we can not take the pain, but when we accept him as he is, that gives him something good.

Acceptance comes from the heart, not from the mind. It’s the way I think. it may vary for everyone as per their surroundings. I love to hear you, What is your acceptance.

Fun in the Life #4

Me :Trying to discipline my kid, what I get ๐Ÿ˜

Baby, you are using legs again, Go to the naughty corner.

Hey, Don’t say that words, (after long argument), Go to the naughty corner.

You little men, no running on the road, if you are not listening, then you are going to naughty corner.

My kid :Amma I want, more candy, listen to me, otherwise you will go to ย naughty corner.

Amma I want fire truck right now, give it to me. Otherwise go to naughty corner.

What I want to teach, what he learns. ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚               

If something happens with you, do share. Keep enjoying life๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š

Fandango’s story starter #14

Fandango shares a story starter teaser every Tuesday morning, and the purpose of the teaser is simply to spark your imagination and to get your storytelling juices flowing.

This weekโ€™s Story Starter teaser is:

I heard the music as I entered the room, but all that was thereโ€ฆ

Here is my try…

Last night the party was great. I had lots of fun, After a long time everyone was happy, but I noticed sky was not at the place. He was with us but lost somewhere. I went to him and asked, he said nothing serious, thinking about the result. Oh yeah, he went through an interview, and it’s big for him. I told when I am nervous, I love jazz with my drink. You should try sometime. That was our last conversation, then I went to Linda, my old friend. After that I straight ahead to home. This morning my neighbor called me, saying sky is not opening the door, he had pizza on the door, and the delivery boy keeps calling, but he is not responding. if you have a spare key, we could use it. I said, yes I have it, and I ran and get the key.

When we opened the door, I heard the music as I entered the room, but all that was there was sky sleeping with jazz and having tons of drink. We waked him up and asked what happened, he said you suggested me jazz with drink, but you never said how much so… All your fault, next time jazz with max two drinks when you are nervous (be specific when you suggest )

If you care to write and post a story built on this teaser, be sure to link back to Fandango’s post and to tag your post withย #FSS.

Mosquito !

The tendency of mosquitoesโ€ฆโ€ฆ bite and fly and come back and bite until you hit him.
Yes until you hit him or he is full. he will keep coming and sometimes, sing a song in your ear. And you can not do anything.

Okay, you don’t want to hit him, you want to make them away, is it possible. No, they keep coming and bite. when they fly away then you feel itchy. So I try two things, a Mosquito net, and an electrical racket. To make myself safe inside the mosquito net and still if I got something then use an electrical racket and kill them for at once. At least I am sure with that, this is not the same mosquito ๐Ÿ˜‰ .


Yeah, I got time so I analyze this bloody creature. what a thing, in the Jurassic park only by him we got all the dinosaurs, just think about if it is real ohhhh. Better to kill them and save humanity ๐Ÿ˜‰


I feel sometimes the same when some people around me. I can not do anything, either let them bite or apply replant. But nothing works they sing in your ear, bite you and keep coming. And there is no invention for that kind of thing. I don’t want to hit them I just want them to fly away by themselves.


Hope you understand, if not then it’s fine, it’s just a random thought, I told you I got time, and same time mosquito bits me So coincidence ๐Ÿ˜‚ Happy to have you.