I am scared !

Currently, I have 104f fever but my body is normal, no heating, no runny nose nothing even no weakness. I can do yoga right now with that much energy I have.

That scares me, even my doctor says a little strange but it happens sometimes.

I am scared not for me, for my family. It scares me like a hell. I am crossing the figures.

God knows when this corona thing will vanish from our lives when we can see fever as a normal fever nothing to worry about. Life just started, we are about to overcome and again that fear. God, we are your kid, if you are punishing us for mistakes, we are deeply sorry. but now seems only you can help us.

Fun in the life #9

Me: Let’s try a Survey about the nightmare of mothers.

So I made the complete list, and all the details were ready. Suddenly my kid wakeup and I have to go.

Me: Ohhh, Do mother has a nightmare? If she doesn’t sound asleep, How can she have a dream itself? πŸ˜‰ silly me.

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Empty!

Where you feel emptiness

Heart, soul where

Deep inside

When you lost everything

Nothing in the world matters

You smile, you laugh but comes from face

Not from the heart

Never occurred from the soul

Where is happiness?

Not feeling sad not feeling anything

Just waking up and sleeping

Does it happens or it’s me

I am waiting but for what?

I had goal but now doesn’t matter

In the life what really matters?

If you have an answer let me know, I have nothing.

Fun in the life #8

We visit grandma and grandpa home for vacations, my kid meets with his cousin after a long time.

Me: baby, share your toys with your cousin

My kid: okay

When I am back no toys there.

Me: Where is all toysπŸ€”

My kid: I hid inside the almirah because baby says please put all the toys inside, I don’t want to play ( baby is 9 months old).

Me: Is it true?

My kid : ask her, she says like mamamama

πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

Since then all are toys only inside the almirah. 😜

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I love you !

I love you my sweetheart,

I love you more than anything,

Now we are husband and wife,

Yes things changed,

We fight a lot, instead love a lot,

I don’t remember when we had date,

We sit and talk, but it’s Home not us,

Or Home and us becomes One,

Yes we are husband and wife,

We don’t love like teenagers, we love like couple,

Now we can not stay together but we can not stay a part,

That’s us, funny but yes

I get it this the way we are going along,

I am happy, I with you,

On our 60th anniversary. I want to sit with you, complain about you,

I want to see that oldy look on your face and I will say with wicked smile, I knew that

That’s the way I want to celebrate, my love.

I know you will still not say anything, as always you will smile and will give me sweet look,

Love you my dear for, it’s only 6 years we are together,

For me it’s only 6 minutes, I want to annoy you more my love ❀️

Fun in the life #6

Today I fast, no water, no food nothing all day, and this is for my husband’s good health. This is called Karva Chauth. I do only this one otherwise for an Indian wife we have a list πŸ˜›. This one is special, for me, I show my love to him, so all year I can annoy him πŸ˜›πŸ˜œ and I have a good point whenever I loses my fight.

Me: what do you do for me, I fast for you all day without food and water?

My poor hubby: πŸ€”πŸ€”πŸ€”πŸ€”πŸ€

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Fun in the life #5

Festival season is started, I went shopping yesterday with my little one.

Me: I need to check some purses.

Kid: Amma This one, This one, This one (keep showing me different purse ) at last let’s go home, you are only looking at them, you don’t want to get them.

The boy will be Boy never like the Women shopping πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

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Acceptance ?

Solution of the problem or Starting of the problem?

The first sentence covers all, when I think about, I feel, I am on two boats. there is something which I accept happily, and some are which I don’t want to accept, but I have too. That is the reason I came up with this thought

It happens to everyone, even it happened with you also, but there is a slite twist which I observe for myself, I want people to accept me the way I am, but when it comes to me, I accept them on my conditions, please don’t judge me, being a human I am what I am (see I told you πŸ˜›)

So the first point, the cause of the issues is, if they accept me, I am happy, and we are good, but when they don’t accept boom. On the other side of the coin, when I open my heart for someone, you must do the same thing, whether you want or not, but I did so you need to, otherwise boom. (See being a human 😜) . That is the personal thing, so most personal problems come into this criteria either its origin or its end, but simple Acceptance.

When it comes to society, there are lots of unwritten rules. When we accept them, we are in there. Otherwise, you are out. Sometimes the rules are solutions for people, but sometimes they are not. The rules are by the people for the people, like “Marriage in early age when they are kid”. Some people still follow it. If you don’t, they will force you or punishment.

The moral of the story, you have to accept.

Being a people or society, we accept those things which are unacceptable. Family violence, criminals, especially child abusers, Why we allow them. Everyone deserves a second chance, but if someone is not changing himself and threat to the people, then why are we Accepting?

We have lots of things around us, like an Autistic person/kid, physically challenged one, the people who are in some kind of trauma or witness of any crime, But we don’t want to accept them in our home. We ignored them, let them feel left alone. The worst we say bad words in front of them. You have no idea how it feels. Things happen, but that’s not their fault, but we name it like that. We accept the criminal but don’t want to the victim. Why do we have that kind of thinking? We are good, sensible people, but still, we are doing this kind of discrimination.

What we want to accept, is a personal choice. But please do accept the person who is in pain. The pain is not by choice. he gets it, can say by luck or someone did. But now he is with him, we can not take the pain, but when we accept him as he is, that gives him something good.

Acceptance comes from the heart, not from the mind. It’s the way I think. it may vary for everyone as per their surroundings. I love to hear you, What is your acceptance.

Fun in the Life #4

Me :Trying to discipline my kid, what I get 😐

Baby, you are using legs again, Go to the naughty corner.

Hey, Don’t say that words, (after long argument), Go to the naughty corner.

You little men, no running on the road, if you are not listening, then you are going to naughty corner.

My kid :Amma I want, more candy, listen to me, otherwise you will go to Β naughty corner.

Amma I want fire truck right now, give it to me. Otherwise go to naughty corner.

What I want to teach, what he learns. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚               

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